Enough

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
Still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
Worth living for
Still more awesome than I know

Cuz All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

You're my sacrifice of greatest price
Still more awesome than I know
You're my coming King, You're everything
Still more awesome than you know

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

You're enough, you're enough, you're enough for me...



Will this song written by Chris Tomlin and Louie Giglio ever be my reality?

I pray for it several times a day. And several times a day I still struggle with wanting more.

This week my church was challenged to give up something that makes us comfortable. The goal is to put God in His due place of, Lord of our lives. Reminding us that we were not here to be comfortable but to bring His kingdom. I kinda cheated and gave up the same thing I have been trying to give up for years but have spent the last month working exclusively on...My ongoing fantasy/daydream of how I would like life to be.

This fantasy perpetuates the idea that God is not enough for me. No matter how many times I SAY that He is or even THINK He is. As long as I dream my life situation was different, I will never FEEL that He is all need. It's head knowledge, not heart knowledge. Reality is that more money, better looks, or a boyfriend will not change His love or the person that He meant me to be.

But every day I struggle. And every day I feel like I'm some how failing God.

But am I failing or am I human?

I don't know.